The Past Will Always Haunt You

i'd be a liar if I said all the evil things i have done to people didn't come back to haunt my thoughts on a daily basis. and every time you make another mistake you go through the entire list all over again replaying all your tragedies in your mind slowed down, more twisted and fucked up then before. the older i get the harder it gets to wake up and actually deal with what's going on inside of you. i just wish there was a way to make it a little easier...sometimes even music can't save someone who is that far gone.