Well well well

so......... the show...we killed it, i can see things are starting to take an upwards swing....thank fucking christ

The Theatre Zero-Live-Soon

This friday is the date for my show on stage with The Theatre Zero. We have been practicing so hard and all our ideas for the show the banner, the new artwork, everything is coming along beautifully. I am terrified of bad sound throwing the entire show...it's happens every time I have yet to play a show with this band where someone has been off it's always feedback or something else fucking up. Not to mention that a lot of our friends and fans are going to be there and to make them pay to watch us fuck up would be a horrible feeling. On a plus we drink for free...so that should cut some off the weight and tension out of the equation....we shall see...

The Past Will Always Haunt You

i'd be a liar if I said all the evil things i have done to people didn't come back to haunt my thoughts on a daily basis. and every time you make another mistake you go through the entire list all over again replaying all your tragedies in your mind slowed down, more twisted and fucked up then before. the older i get the harder it gets to wake up and actually deal with what's going on inside of you. i just wish there was a way to make it a little easier...sometimes even music can't save someone who is that far gone.